*Where is everyone today?
*I'm having a "bad" day today, and am wondering whether my medication is doing it's job for me anymore. I blew up at my family this evening, and as always after I get over the rage I feel incredibly guilty, and that I have no business being a mother. After it was over Bubblehead tried to tell me that I hadn't said or done anything over the top, and that it was deserved, but there is no way I will be convinced of that. Those kids are little, and the problems I have with them are all my fault.
*My energy level is extremely low lately, and my motivation is even lower. I have all these wonderful ideas to help jump start my life, but I can't get motivated enough to make it happen.
*I think I need to visit my doctor with these issues, but have found myself without insurance. I will continue to hang in there until we get that straightened out.
*Did you happen to see this?
*No, my husband isn't moving to Iraq. This was a playful conversation, and not the serious one everyone seemed to think it was. (although he did actually apply for the position.)
*Want to make me feel better? Tell me what a gorgeous, intelligent, caring mother I am. (Oh go ahead - lie to me.)
